Hi All,
Even writing this causes major knots in my stomach. I am not sure why but over and over again I have my mind set on starting this dream I can create a game but only to allow life hurdles get in the way and I just park it. It destroys a piece of me every time I do this. Everyday, I would fire up Unity website and just continually see these awesome improvements, stories, tips and just get lost in it all.
I think to myself, maybe I could start something with someone, have someone babysit me through it all, a group but I know deep down I would just disappointment them and find some lame excuse to bail on them when it gets to much.
I watch loads of tutorials but it is physically impossible to sit there and start. There is like a massive fear stopping me creating. I know I have ideas but I am the first to shut myself down.
I am inspired by the “Your first game” series and have taken notes on keeping it simple, stupid (K.I.S.S.).
I am hoping that this is the moment I can push through this fear and can go beyond. I want to create games.
I can do Ironman races, I can push myself to the limit but I can not overcome this paralysing fear that really is stopping me being creative, stopping me experience another lifelonging passion.
Help!