So, I just spent like the last 3 days building teeny little prototypes for two games. I mean, these aren’t even really games yet. They’re just gameplay prototypes. And, there are like 20 different scripts, dozens of sprites and I had to solve problems I never solved before, things that I don’t think there are tutorials for. I finally feel like I know enough of Unity to tackle any challenge, but that’s after about 3 years of investment. But that’s not the point. The point is, why do people just sit back and assume that they can do this?
Like, what in the human brain looks at something that they know nothing about and says “mmm hmm, uh huh, yeah… well, I haven’t got a clue how this works or even what’s really going on but I’m pretty sure you suck at this and I could do it better than you”?.. Like… what is this? Is it because we’re just a bunch of weekend warriors in people’s minds? Do they think “It’s not that you are good at anything, it’s just that you spend your time differently… just like some people garden, some people barbecue, some people play darts and some people make video games.” Is that what it has become?
What the actual heck? When I started, I vastly overestimated the difficulty… I’ll admit it. But I also like solving problems and I love a good intellectual challenge. So, I just keep moving in the direction of harder stuff because I get bored. And at this point, I’m past the point-of-no-return. I’ve invested more than half of my life in games. But for these newcomers, or for people who don’t even make games to just sit around, presuming to be experts on “game design” who love throw around the word “mechanics” I just have to say that I don’t get it. I don’t understand the mindset.
I can barely do this and I’ve been at it a while. I would still consider myself an amateur. After a few more games, I’m going to finally be “good” at this. But you… you random person, you uninitiated Level 1 Novice, MLG spectator who has watched every video Extra Credits has ever put on YouTube… You. Have. No. Idea. what this is really like. To make A GAME is such a challenge that the majority of people who call themselves “Game Developers” have, in fact, never actually completed one… hence “developer”… see? It’s one of the few titles out there you don’t to do anything to claim. But as difficult as making A GAME is, it is that much more difficult and then several orders of magnitude more difficult to make a GOOD game. And to make a great game that everybody loves? I have no idea. Literally, no idea at all. I’m still waiting for something to come to me in a dream, or something.
But again, what the heck is this mindset? I mean, I know that our generation is arrogant as all hell. I mean, just look at Facebook and Twitter, everybody thinks they’re a freaking super genius/comic mastermind/master chef and we all have the best taste in music, television and movies (of course)… but, I just don’t get it. How did we become infected with this insane sense of entitlement/egotism/narcissism and can you believe the way that it has impacted people’s expectations of life? It’s not just the dunning-kruger effect. This is something deeper. Beyond irrational. This is like… intentional incompetence.
“This guy!” (part-time dishwasher at Chili’s, game developer currently developing an MMO)
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