Well I’ve been making games for so long now the only reason I still do it is to make money. When I first started out it was fun and a “dream job” but eventually you do it because that’s what you do. A lot of people don’t like to hear that. They think it means selling out. No, it means you do what you love and eventually that becomes a job, if you let it.
I’m pretty much decided that this game I just recently released will be my last one, and I’m off to greener pastures. The game is making money and will continue to do so (if my last 4 games are any indication) for the next 2-3 years, leaving me with the ability to explore other options.
It’s my firm belief and observation that finding a niche and becoming a leader in that niche has far greater chance of success than following the other leaders.
Making games is a dream job to a lot of people. I can say at 45 years old having been in the game industry for half of my life that yes, it can be a fun job. It most certainly can be. But when I start wondering if I want to be 50, 55, 60 years old still staring at a computer monitor all day, missing time with friends and family because I have to finish an update, having no great social life because making a solid, round-the-clock living with games requires a lot of work (a lot), and generally being indoors all day, I start thinking no… no I will not want that to be my life. And that’s why the time is now for me to gracefully make an exit.
I never wanted a “corporate” life. I worked in that for years, first doing computer graphics for a textile company and then at AAA game studios, and then I left to go totally independent. Right before I left, I was made lead on a game, and after two weeks of that I stepped down. It just wasn’t me to claw my way up the ladder of the games industry and become a corporate cog in the wheel. So I left. And I’ve been happy and making a (really good) living with my own super niche games ever since. I work out of my house. I drive a nice car. I live in a nice neighborhood. I eat well. My family is taken care of. It’s been nice.
This is an indie forum mainly, and most of the people getting into games these days are looking to make a go on their own. I encourage anyone wanting to get into this business to do what they like, by all means. Live your dream. It can pay off if you really put the work in. But ask yourself, if you’re not in the corporate sector of game development, at a larger studio, is there any advancement plan? Can you move up any ladders? Will you open your own studio and become a corporate leader, or are you solely interested in being a maverick and doing it on your own? That’s what I did. That’s who I am. But be aware that down the line, at some point, if you are a lone-star indie developer, there is no advancement beyond simply making and selling the next game, and you might find yourself in my position. You might find yourself lost.
I know how to make games (and web sites) and sell them. I’m good at it. I’ve been doing it for a long time. But here’s what happens when you do something for so long. I have to admit that I feel sort of lost and even sometimes trapped when I wonder what else I can do. I know how to paint and write and make music and sing and blah blah blah but I do not know how to make a living with those things. I haven’t put in the time to learn much of anything else (career-wise) besides game development, and now I am feeling pressure. A pressure as I look forward in my life and wonder what I’m going to do. Whatever it is, it’s not going to be easy, but I must do it. I suppose the same could be said of any other job, but I don’t know for sure since this is the job I’ve made my life with.
I realized this morning that part of the reason I might sometimes seem “mean” to some newer developers here is because of how cynical I can be sometimes. I asked myself why that was, and I realized that I might just be trying to help set up a “gauntlet” if you will, a barrier of entry that says hell yes you can be successful in this field, but do you really want it bad enough to make that happen? Are you willing to go the distance to make it reality? I guess I just want to caution people in some way that it’s not all roses. It’s a job, like anything else, and if you want to make a living at that job you need to be ready to give it your all. Not half-way. Not just hoping for the best. If it’s a hobby then hey, awesome, but as you, @GarBenjamin have pointed out, a lot of people here seem to be after the money. After the success. And that is who I am talking to.
Anyway I’ve rambled long enough. Basically…
Do what everyone else isn’t doing. That’s one path to success, and it’s been the one I’ve followed. And here I am about to go do it again. Erk.